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random quote 37
sometimes i wish i had a magic eight ball to my life. i'd whisper "is he the one?" and get a yes or no answer, as simple as that
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Random quote 36
it seems like i'm the girl you always come back to, not always for a relationship, but for a best friend. That means more to me than any other connection, because it shows you are comfortable with me, and comfort is everything.
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random quote 35
how can you miss some you've never met? you can't miss the way they hold you, or they way their skin feels against yours. But you can miss the way they hold your heart, and the way you can feel their skin against yours even though they're not there. you miss the cute things they say, how they can make you smile even when you hate yourself. you miss them, even though you have never met, and they are one of the hardest things you've ever missed in your life.
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random quote 34
trying to keep these words unspoken
making sure my heart won't break open
memories coming from the past
but i know that we could never last
so i'll just sit in the back row
and enjoy this show
gonna bite my tongue
i could see this coming before it begun
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Random Quote 33
this is just the tip of the iceberg
the once upon a time,
you are my inspiration
to make all these words rhyme
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Random Quote 32
take a chance on me
i promise not to let you down,
i'll love you and stay
as long as you want me around
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Random Quote 31
my heart starts to race
at the mention of your name,
oh boy since you've come into my life
it hasn't been the same
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Random Quote 30
im falling you tripped me
fate is set in stone,
this way neither of us
will ever be alone
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Random Quote 29
Just open up to me
give me your hand
i'll give you my heart
i'll do all that i can
don't let this pass you by
without recognition
cause baby you're my target
and i'm on a mission
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Lock and Key
so can't you try to see that i'm right in front of you,
seems like everytime you look at me you only see right through.
Don't take for granted what we could be
because you're the lock and I'm the perfect key
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I don't know
I dont know who I was before you came into my life anymore.
I dont remember happiness.
Sure, whenever you're around I think I feel happiness but not how it used to feel.
When I was care free when the world didnt revolve around you.
No matter how much you hurt me,
what hurts the most is that you took the smiling girl away from me.
And that is the one thing I will NEVER forgive you for.
:iconaphroditeee:Aphroditeee 1 5
She wishes you'd just realize
How she feels when she looks in your eyes
She knows that girl still has your heart
But now you need a fresh new start
There's someone here who needs you too
She's waiting on the day you can say "I love you"
Her heart pounds in her chest
Every time you take a breath
So please just take the time to see
We'd be perfect; you and me
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This is who i am.
my heart is getting stronger each and every day
i'm finally able to say that i'm okay
the memories are hard but i'm still living
i'm starting to have a brand new beginning
this is now a smile on my face
and for the first time in a while it doesn't feel out of place
i'm not hung up on your love anymore
so please, don't come showing up at my front door
i know my hair doesn't always go just right
and maybe my friends and i are a little too tight
but that's just me and i'm proud of where i stand
no one can tell me who to be, i am who i am
i laugh a little loudly, be crazy from time to time
but  think, that's just fine!
i care more then i probably should
but even if i could change that, i dont think i would
i find it hard to let go and cry... a lot
but i have best friends who never could be bought
my life will all turn out okay, i will get through
but on thing i will never regret is falling in love with you.
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Random Quote 28
i love how naiive you are
you always comment on how she's hurting
and how the guy who hurt her is a jerk
but open your eyes
i'm hurting too
i cry just as much as she does
i still want you just as much as she wants him
but you don't see that do you?
you don't understand me anymore,
i always say you were the one person
who knows me better then i know myself
but maybe,
i'm wrong.
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Random Quote 27
When people ask what happened between us,
I want to say that you were a jerk,
but i can't.
I want to be angry with you
and hate you,
but i can't.
I want to scream at you for treating me bad,
and be better off without you,
but i can't and i know i'm not.
I want all these things because maybe,
just maybe,
it would make it easier to get over you.
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Random Quote 26
Do you know what bothers me?
It's how young I was when I fell in love,
how much it hurts, and how real it felt,
and it REALLY bothers me that when I'm older
it will seem like nothing,
just memories to laugh at,
so I'm scared for the future.
I'm scared of the pain I will feel then,
and what love actually is.
I'm afraid to lose what I have now,
I'm afraid to lose you.
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Poetry is music of the heart
- Voltaire
Aphroditeee <3


I'll Wait For You
You may never feel the same way,
that you did,
once upon a time.
All I know is I've regretted letting you go
every second
of every day since I did
I was immature,
held on tight,
to what was good for me
I made you feel bad
for something you couldn't control
and so I'm sorry
for trying to make us more than what we were
but now I know
that your happiness is the most important thing
and so I don't tell you how I feel anymore
even though you know
but I'll always be here
as a friend
and if you ever see me as more than that one day...
I'll hope
and wish upon every star
but either way
I'll wait for you
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heart broken
In my dreams
It was me in your arms
My lips on yours
There was only us
And the clouds
And the stars
It was the world and us
It was us against the world
But in your arms I could take it
Anything the world dished out
And with your kisses I was strong again
In my dreams it was me in your arms
My lips on yours
But in reality
It's always been her
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when the game is over...
the end of high school and the 'happy couple' stands at the door of the high school.
"It's over." She says.
"Yeah..." He replies. "I'm off to collage."
"Can I ask you something?" she asks
"What do you want to know?" he asks back
"To you... this was reasonable, right?"
"Us? Yeah. It's... what society wanted?"
"The cheerleader and the head basketball player."
"But... was it ever more?" the boy asks.
"Ever more then the avoided torment of others?" she says in a way finishing the sentence.
They stand there as the sun starts to set asking each other the same question.
"I guess we don't have to play the game anymore." He realizes.
"I guess this would be good bye." She replies.
the two think of each other, always best friends. Acting the romance everyone wanted. But not feeling it.
"What now?" he asks.
"Life." She replies.
:iconleaveliestotheliars:LeaveLiesToTheLiars 3 16
Tape it back together.
So many people with such sad lives,
we live a world of fear, tears and lies.
always hoping that someday, somehow
someone would look at us
and they would be proud.
That they'd taped it back
the world we once loved
that everyone would be happy
and that everyone would be loved.
That is far, that day is near
and that may never come,
just hope and dream my dear.
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Memory by kris-wilson Memory :iconkris-wilson:kris-wilson 5,760 0 Accessible by kris-wilson Accessible :iconkris-wilson:kris-wilson 3,677 0
Common sense vs. hopeful love
My days are cold,
My nights are colder.
My soul is damped from the tears a flowing.
My heart is racing,
My hands are shaking.
Oh boy I've done it now…
Who said love's right?
Follow your heart.
Too often
The heart is blind.
Can't you see,
The pain it's caused me?
And frantic wanting…
I'm slowly torn apart
I feel uneasy,
My knees are screaming,
I promised I'd never fall again.
I hear my conscience
Screaming at me,
"Who do you think you are"?
"Listen up now,
For your own good,
Leave him now,
You know you should"
Before I even
Have the time to think,
He comes up next to me smiling
He has my words,
Protects my soul.
Makes me laugh
But hurts me so…
I have his picture,
I have his name,
I have his heart,
Or so he says…
I'm so confused,
I love him so…
My heart screams yes,
While my head screams no!
:icond4dork:D4Dork 3 34
My Heart
I know you love me
And it's breaking my heart
I said I loved you too
And that I'd never want to part…
I'm getting too deep
Walking too close to the edge
I beat myself up because it's you that I have
Yet I'm falling quickly out of my head
If I don't love you, why's it so hard to say?
Why can't I tell you "let's go our separate ways"?
I'm playing with your heart
I'm sorry but it's true
It's weighing on my heart,
Guess I'm playin mine too
Say that I love you, and I miss you too
Guess I'm just stupid and I'm plying the fool…
I've never been loved, so I adored the attention,
I think I'm flirting with cruel intentions.
I don't mean to be mean
I don't wanna make you cry
So ill shut my mouth and hope that I can finally wake up to see
You're a great guy, and willing to be here for me.
I don't wanna break your heart believe me I don't
I wanna fall in love…
But my feelings just don't…
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Staring by kris-wilson Staring :iconkris-wilson:kris-wilson 3,399 376 Bandaid by kris-wilson Bandaid :iconkris-wilson:kris-wilson 1,165 71 Grumpy by kris-wilson Grumpy :iconkris-wilson:kris-wilson 3,494 248



Current Residence: Newfoundland, Canada
Favourite genre of music: everything.
Favourite style of art: everything.
Favourite cartoon character: tinkerbell
Personal Quote: If he's with the girl of his dreams, why is he the guy of mine?
[ ] You don't have very many friends.
[ ] Often times, teachers forget your name.
[ ] You were always picked last for kickball.
[ ] You don't like to talk a lot.
[ ] You tend to avoid mass social activities.
[ ] You don't participate in any extracurricular activities.
[ ] All you wish for is to move away or get a fresh start.
[ ] Your friends have blown you off before.
[ ] You sit alone in most of your classes.
[ ] You have a feeling that once you leave high school or college, nobody is going to remember you.
[] You hold interest in activities that other people find strange.
[ ] People don't find you friendly.
[ ] You hold extreme hate towards another high school stereotype.
[ ] You eat alone at lunch.
Total = zero

Party Girl/Boy
[ ] Lets face it: you like to party.
[ ] You party every other weekend.
[ ] ...Or every weekend?
[ ] You've been going to frat house parties since early high school.
[ ] You're the defending beer pong champion.
[ ] You know the best hook-ups in the state... world.
[ ] Everybody who's anybody goes to the same parties you go to.
[ ] You've hooked up at parties.
[ ] You spend time getting ready for parties.
[ ] You've passed out from being too drunk.
[ ] You've partied all night.
[ ] You've snuck out of the house to party.
[ ] Actually, your parents really don't care if you party or not.
[x] You're pretty much nocturnal.
[ ] You like to go clubbing.
[ ] You and your friends always party hop.
[ ] You've crashed a party before.
[ ] One way or another, you've wound up naked in front of everybody at a party.
[ ] You've thrown up from drinking too much.
[ ] You've done something that you regret at a party.
[ ] You can dance.
[x] You're friends with a lot of people older than you.

Total = two

Scene Kid
[ ] You know what sXe and hXc actually mean.
[ ] You have a obsession with dinosaurs, robots, and Pokemon.
[ ] You idolize Jeffree Starr
[ ] People have called you scene before.
[ ] You spend at least an hour getting ready to take pictures of yourself for your myspace.
[x] You have a mirror pic.
[x] You listen to bands that most people have never heard of.
[x] You enjoy going to shows.
[ ] You only go to shows for the sake of going to shows, not the music.
[ ] Your hair is multicolored.
[ ] You accessorize your hair with kiddie barrettes and bows.
[ ] Fashion is one of the most important things that define you.
[ ] You mosh.
[ ] You often mix vintage with modern.
[ ] Your myspace picture captions are sad lyrics to songs (err don't have a myspace)
[ ] All of your friends are scene.
[ ] You don't know many of the people on your friends list in person.
[ ] You take angled pictures of yourself.
[x] You enjoy photography.
Total = fourr

[ ] You pop the collar.
[ ] You won't go near the "goths".
[ ] You own at least one thing from a designer store.
[ ] You are very clean cut.
[ ] You are squeamish.
[x] People have called you preppy before.
[ ] You never leave the house without putting on cologne/perfume.
[ ] You have a lot of money.
[ ] You know who LC is.
[x] You watch shows like The OC, The Real World, The Hills, and Laguna Beach.
[ ] One favorite stores are Abercrombie & Fitch or American Eagle Outfitters.
[ ] You're afraid to set foot into Hot Topic. (HOMG i wanna gooo)
[ ] You carry a purse wherever you go.
[ ] You need to wake up at least an hour before school so you can get ready.
[ ] (Girls) You do not leave the house without make up.
[x] You are content overall with how your life is going.
Total = three

Band Geek
[x] You have played an instrument before.
[x] You still play an instrument.
[ ] You are/were in regular Band.
[ ] You are/were in Jazz Band.
[ ] You are/were in Marching Band.
[ ] You've never dated anybody outside of Band.
[ ] Most of your friends are in band.
[ ] The band room/band hall is your second home.
[x] You enjoy listening to Classical music on occasion.
[ ] You aspire to be a Drum Major.
[ ] You've made out with somebody on a Band bus or at a Band competition.
[ ] You have trouble getting your non-band friends to go near the band room.
[ ] Band is your favorite class.
[ ] You have been to band camp.
[x] You walk in step with all your friends.
[ ] You talk about band constantly.
[ ] You know that American Pie has got it all wrong.
[ ] You hate rap music.
[ ] Marching Season is your favorite time of year.
[ ] When you go to football games, you don't really pay attention to the game itself.
[ ] Your favorite jokes are band jokes.
[ ] You know it's not about the bloods and the crips: it's the brass and the woodwinds.
Total = four

[x] You have seen a school play.
[ ] You have seen a Broadway musical
[x] You like to act.
[x] You have participated in a school play.
[x] You have participated in a play outside of school.
[ ] You have gone to the Thespian Conference.
[ ] You get ticked off when people make that thespian,
[x] You have done tech.
[ ] You know that you cannot touch anybody else's props.
[ ] You have played in the pit orchestra for a musical.
[ ] You have been to a cast party.
[ ] You are in a thespian troupe.
[x] You often sing show tunes at the top of your lungs.
[ ] You know who Idina Menzel and Johnathan Larson are.
[ ] At one point in your life, you were obsessed with RENT.
[x] You do not have a personal bubble.
[x] You actually understand Shakespeare.
[ ] You know how to put on stage make up.
[ ] You have been a lead.
[ ] You met a lot of your better friends through theatre.
Total = eight

[x] You participate in a lot of extracurricular activities.
[ ] You have a part-time job.
[x] You have straight As.
[x] You are in mostly honors/IB/AP classes.
[ ] You do not procrastinate.
[ ] You have scored a 5 on an AP test.
[ ] You do not have very much down time.
[ ] You are very organized.
[x] You always have a thousand things going on at once.
[ ] You are in a relationship.
[ ] You aspire to get into an Ivy League School.
[ ] In your extracurriculars, you hold leadership positions.
[x] You are/were on Student Council.
[x] You are/were the class president.
[ ] You are/were a class officer.
[ ] You are/were the Salutatorian for your class.
[x] You are/were the Valedictorian for your class.
[x] People have told you that you didn't have a life.
[ ] You are getting/have already received the IB Diploma.
[X i'm gonna X this because i have never gotten lower then an a XD ] You cry hysterically when you get anything lower than an A on anything.
Total = nine

[ ] Your grades are slipping.
[x] You always wait until the last minute to do big projects.
[ ] You are an overall procrastinator.
[x] You tend to do your homework when you're watching TV.
[ ] It takes you ages to turn your job applications in.
[ ] You are often late to school/work.
[ ] You don't turn in a lot of your work.
[x] You spend the majority of your time watching TV, the computer or going on Myspace when you could be doing something more productive.
[x] You sleep in past noon on the weekends and during the summer.
[ ] You do not get out of your pajamas unless you have to leave the house.
[ ] You could walk, but you'll just drive.
[ ] You have fallen asleep during class before.
[x] Friends have called you lazy.
[ ] Life is hard when you lose the remote & you have to walk a million miles over to the TV and change the channel.
[ ] When you hang out with your friends, the majority of your time is spent playing video games or doing something where neither of you have to stand up.
[x] You have eaten an entire pint of ice cream in one sitting.
[x] You have sat through an entire running marathon of a show before.
Total = seven

[ ] Your wardrobe consists of mostly black things. (kinda)
[ ] When you have the money, you shop at Hot Topic.
[ ] You think tattoos are hot.
[ ] You think odd piercings are hot.
[ ] You don't get along with your parents.
[ ] You have/want to dyed/dye your hair an exotic color.
[ ] You've styled your hair in liberty spikes.
[x] Sometimes you ponder the meaning of life and death.
[ ] You like to write dark poetry.
[ ] You are into S&M.
[ ] You have a pair of over sized black pants.
[ ] At one point in your life, you liked Foamy, Happy Bunny, Emily the Strange, and the Happy Tree Friends.
[ ] You listen to grunge.
[ ] You have a messenger bag with buttons up and down the straps.
[ ] You smoke cigarettes.
[ ] You will only date other Goths.
[x] You don't really care what people think about you.
[ ] Overly happy people scare you.
[ ] You like black makeup & nail polish best.
Total = two

[/] You actually study for tests and quizzes.
[x] You have straight As.
[ ] You haven't had any luck with the opposite sex.
[this is geek thank you very much! ] You are into WoW, Magic Cards, and Halo.
[x] You over analyze jokes to the point where they aren't funny anymore.
[ ] Your mom buys your clothes for you.
[x] You actually answer the questions in class.
[ ] You sit front row center in all of your classes to get the best learning experience.
[ ] You miss school during the summer.
[ ] You wear your pants at your waist.
[ ] You prefer sweatpants to jeans.
[ ] You have a pocket protector in your shirt with pens and a calculator in it.
[ ] You let cute boys/girls take advantage of you & copy your homework in hopes of getting noticed.
[x i've changed some :/ LOL] You've noticed some of the spelling and grammar mistakes in this survey.
[ ] People always cheat off you during tests.
[x] Your parents pack your lunch for you every day.
[x] You wear/should be wearing glasses.
Total = 6.5

Garage Band Junkie
[x] You play the guitar
[ ] You have been in a garage band before.
[ ] You're still in a garage band.
[ ] You think your band is going to make it big someday.
[ ] You play shows almost weekly.
[ ] You play the drum set.
[ ] You sing vocals for a band.
[x] You write your own lyrics.
[ ] You spend hundreds on amps and microphones.
[ ] Your band has a myspace page.
[ ] You have been in multiple garage bands.
[ ] You have changed the name of your band at least twice.
[ ] You have participated in a battle of the bands.
[ ] Your band has been signed.
[x] You have taken guitar classes at school.
[x] You have played at the same venue multiple times.
[x] You would rather make it big than have to go to college.
[x] You have musical talent.
[ ] You have groupies.
[ ] You've made t-shirts and other apparel for your band.
Total = six :)

[ ] You actually are black.
[x] You know who the bloods and the crips are.
[ ] You wear doo-rags.
[ ] You actually grew up in the ghetto.
[x for sure xD] You can freestyle.
[x] You drive down the street blaring your music.
[ ] Your ride is pimped out with stereo boosts.
[x] You can break dance.
[ ] You say "nigga" a lot.
[x] You talk too fast for people to understand you.
[x] You are pretty chill with life.
[ ] You wear your jeans oversized and below your butt.
[ ] Old school rap is the best.
[x] You know that Tupac will never die.
[ ] You wear bling.
[ ] You have/want a custom grill.
[ ] You have custom rims on your tires.
[ ] You are actually in a gang. [In grade 5]
[ ] You 9 o-o


[ ] You often have trouble convincing people that you aren't emo.
[ ] You comb your hair over one of your eyes. (sometimes)
[ ] You flip your hair often.
[ ] You have dark-rimmed glasses.
[ ] You have hurt your self on purpose.
[ ] If you're a boy, people often complain about your pants being too tight.
[ ] You don't really smile too often.
[ ] You blog often.
[ ] You never smile in pictures.
[ ] You listen to Thursday and/or Sunny Day Real Estate.
[ ] You're too much of a pussy to be a goth.
[ ] You own a lot of band t-shirts.
[ ] You go to a lot of shows.
[ ] You only go for emo/scene boys and girls.
[x] It doesn't take very much to make you cry.
[ ] You have played all the Emo Games.
[x] You have worn black eyeliner before.
[ ] You own a bandana which you wear in your hair.
[x] You have dark hair.
[ ] You love the emo song.
[ ] You say stuff like "I feel like my heart's being ripped out" and all.
Total = three

[ ] You own/ed a skateboard.
[ ] You have been skateboarding since you were in grade school.
[ ] You have gotten many injuries from skateboarding.
[ ] You know that World Industries and Element aren't just clothing lines.
[ ] You have vandalized public property.
[ ] You have TPed/egged somebody's house before.
[ ] You have been yelled at for loitering.
[ ] You have gotten in trouble with the cops.
[ ] You listen to punk rock.
[ ohhh yeah ;) LOL jks] Chicks on skateboards are hot.
[ ] You stick it to the man.
[x] You own skater shoes.
[ ] You watch MTV2, not MTV.
[ ] You enjoy crude humor.
[ ] Screw school, lets do crazy stuff.
[x] You know that there are other pro skaters out there besides Tony Hawk.
[ ] You pretty much live at the skate park.
[ ] Hygiene does not concern you.
[x] Skater boys are attractive.
Total = three

[ ] Most people are scared of your music.
[ ] A lot of the bands you like have violent names/titles/lyrics.
[ ] You hate emo kids.
[ ] You have gotten kicked out of a public place multiple times before.
[ ] Slipknot isn't really metal.
[x] You appreciate really good guitarists of any genre, particularly flamenco.
[ ] You hate pop and rap.
[x] You spend all your money on music-related stuff.
[ ] Scene kids are fun to laugh at.
[x] You will become friends with anyone if they like the same bands.
[x] You curse a lot.
[ ] You can name at least five sub genres of metal.
[ ] You wore black converses before they became emo.
[ ] At least one of your favorite bands thinks they're Vikings.
[ ] You also like classic rock, such as Led Zeppelin and Pink Floyd.
[x] You have yelled at someone for their taste in music.
Total = fivee

Grand total: overachiever :)
  • Listening to: I lied -Laurell
  • Reading: nothing really :/
  • Watching: notta thingg
  • Playing: nothingg
  • Eating: my cord to my headphone atm ;)
  • Drinking: nothing


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D4Dork Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2011
happy bday :D
Aphroditeee Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2011
awhhh thanks dear :)
D4Dork Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2011
np ^^ hope you had fun :D
babymonkey4lyfe Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2010
thanks for the fave ^^
Aphroditeee Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2010
no problemm hun :)
babymonkey4lyfe Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2010
paranoidiomatic Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2010
omg that guy told me the rules but i forgot...... X_X''
so screw this shit ur tagged!! *throws llama badge at u*
Aphroditeee Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2010
HAHA, THANK YOU! I'm guessing a llama badge is a good thing :P well i'll take it haha
paranoidiomatic Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2010
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